Segmented Rocks of life

A must blog for me, because I am unable to handle it in my mind, it needs to be out. So here I go... I know i am going quite pessimist, but I really feel very insecure about me and my future sometimes. It's my nature that I don't follow the culture of groupism. I am actually not against, but I believe, that just contracting your vision to a certain people narrow your ideas and kNowlege to a certain limits. It even makes some people aware of other people who may have better kNowlege but lack certain abilities. To be in a group, it's natural for a person to find a person who has similar interests. Thus, forming of groups in this sense makes development slower and complicated, instead ti become an asset, all human resource becomes a liability, talent and skills get wasted. Now here is the tHing why I feel insecure. Since I believe in the thought that I have jotted down above, most of the time I m like a banjara moving from one group to another to get aware of the skills dealing with some new people and ideas. But, everyone doesn't share the same ideology with me. 'With the passage of time, the segments compress down to form a rock.' People get so much into there groups that they don't even care what the hell is going in the world of other groups. I m not saying binding yourself with certain people you like is bad, I m just trying to say that in lieu of this, igNoring some awesome things and ideas is wrong. So, as always, I feel the insecurity to be a person who belongs to no group. All groups see me like that. This makes me feel insecure about me and makes me think- "am I the segment who didn't get a rock to be made?" Is it true?? I even sometimes worry a lot about my future due to this thought. I feel like , is me the only person who will be left alone in this race of emotions only because I share a different point of view. Am I really going to make it where all are supposed to be at the finishing line or I will be left behind like the segment who remained a segment throughout it's life because it doesn't wanted to be in a particular rock?? I m really confused and scare if I will really make it till the end of race.
In search of answers,
Unknown